I don't listen to people saying just get over depression and anxiety, because "no excuses, look at me I was in the army and lost my right leg, I've had MS my whole life, and look what I can do!" Yes it's horrible and should be respected they over came it. But, feeling depression and or anxiety is underated, just because you can't physically see the symptoms, and symptom severatity fluctuates daily, also never knowing when it will come, just like the consciousness mind fearing death when you try to comprehend it. I'm just SAYIAN apparent physical disability and introspective disability, both can be overcomed and controlled, and it takes equal but different work. YOU'RE NOT ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!